What happend here?

I don't really have an idea how to start this. I feel like everyone first sentence that I come up with, is just not perfect.
But I am going to start any way. So as the two people that I know I gave the link to this blog to, might know, I have red hair. Not naturally tbh. It just has always been sort of a dream of mine to have red hair. Like red red. Like Tamaras hair color in Awkward.
Tada, that's what I always wanted. Since I was like 5 or so. I always had a red streak, but never ever had the real red hair. Even though I always wanted that.

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I know, I know she pulls a weird face in this pic. But I just wanted a photo of her with the hair color that I always wanted or just the one that I currently sort of have. 

I wish, I took pictures the last time I dyed my hair. Did I mention before that I use temporal hair color (or hair dye?) ? No? Ok, now I mentioned it. Happy? 

Where was I? Right, at the point where I said, why didn't took photos the last time I dyed my hair. 

Just because it was like the middle of the night and I was tired and let's be real, you wouldn't have seen anything in the photos.  

Maybe you ask yourself: why the heck would she want to take photos of her dying her hair? 

The answer is, that it is just really hilarious. And creepy, if I come to think about it. 

When you dye your hair (red would be the weirdest one I guess) it leaves alot of stains on everything. Luckily I wasn't the one wearing a white shirt. (sorry Mom!).

So it just looks like someone brutally murdered someone else in your bathroom. Or that he brutally murdered you, who knows. 

So just imagine a white bathroom with white towels and everything with a little red here and there...

I think you know what I want to say. 

It looks freaky, funny and creepy at the same time. 

Not to talk about how it looks when my hair gets wet and the rosy-red water slowly flows down my back.... Looks really good. 

Haha, not really. 

Why do I use make-up?

So, after months of not blogging, here I am again. Anyone missed my interesting thoughts? Nope? That's ok. Me neither really.
Maybe you're male wondering why females (yeah, no boy girl term here) use make-up. Or you're a female who wants the opinion of someone else.
Let's start!
Why I wear make-up... Maybe because I want to look better, but that's not always the case. Often I wear it to feel safer. Like a shield that you can put on whenever you feel like it and nobody ever sees how your real, venerable face looks like. They just see what you want to see.
Sometimes I don't feel like wearing Make-Up at all. When I am just grumpy and not in a good mood. Then I am just running around without any.
But you always  wear some in school! 
Yes, I do.
And you wanna know why? Because school already sucks with Make-Up. It sucks when I already look "my best". Why should I let the people there see what my flaws in face are?
I already have enough that everyone can see. And mostly I am happy with what I look like and who I am.
But some days everyone feels like crap, I guess. And when you have to go to work or school or whatever you do outside your house where you have to go and you feel like crap or not happy or safe putting on a little Concealer is making a big difference. At least for me.
Like I said here over and over. It is a shield that keeps me safe. Even if it's just a little color here and there, it sometimes is like listening to my fav music. It makes me feel powerful and like I can do whatever I want to do.
Yes, ok. That "whatever I want to do" part was a little too much, but I hope you get my point.
But i hope you get my point. Sometimes a little Make-Up can make your life less miserable.
And sometimes even more because you can get more spots and blackheads and your skin can look much worse than before.
Never forget to clean your face kids!